December 2011
13 posts
Sawyer’s surgery went surpisingly well. When I went back to see her in Post-Op fifteen minutes after handing her away, my heart broke though; she was so upset that they couldn’t get her heart rate below 200 and her oxygen levels above a 90. Sawyer hasn’t been a cryer, not even at birth - I delivered her and she didn’t make a peep but she was the most alert newborn the...
November 2011
4 posts
kotabearsmom asked: I may have just missed it, but why does poor little Sawyer have to have surgery? I hope she's okay!
Sawyer’s surgery is December 2nd, it’s only a 10 minute procedure so I’m less worried now; my only concern is the anesthetic and how she may react to it and the healing process. BUT expect us back on tumblr a week or two after that! <3
Consultation with the surgeon tomorrow at 10:30 a.m. I’ve got a lump in my throat bigger than a pumpkin. I don’t even want to go, but she needs this and I know it will make her feel so much better. Booo, I hate this.
Once it’s over with though, I will be back to blogging like I used to. Look forward to sharing everything with you all once again.
Xo,
Anonymous asked: i wish you blogged more!! :/ im so curious as to what life is like for you now, your thoughts, what being a mommy is like, your struggles, what sawyer is like, everything! BLOG MORE PLEASE!
There is absolutely NOTHING worse than being told your precious, perfect, innocent baby girl has to have surgery. I’m a heartbroken wreck. Happy Halloween, right?
But you know what? I’m going to pull myself together, get ready, take her out for Halloween, and hold back the tears until she goes down for the night later this evening.
I know it’s what’s best and it’ll...
October 2011
7 posts
Hello followers!
I’m working on getting my birth story posted for you all to read, I finished it writing it days ago but uploading anything from my phone to Tumblr is a pain in the rear! I’ll probably get it up by this weekend, pinky swear!
I also promise to blog more often for those of you sending me messages about it. I love that you enjoy my blog and would like to see more from...
Anonymous asked: Write your birth story(:
tbr0wne asked: haley doll; i am so proud of you & how strong you are. i know i have told you this before, but you are honestly one of the strongest girls i have ever met. i hope that you realize that you can make it through anything, especially after everything that you have already been through. i love you girl & am always here if you need anything (: by the way, what an adorable little angel you have...
Anonymous asked: Your little angel is even more beautiful than I imagined. I hope all is well. I'm still scheming ideas to make it up to you. I miss you old Bestie. Glad you keep sharing your adventures and you have a beautiful, happy, healthy baby girl. -DP.
Sawyer Lynn’s eyes… are my absolute favorite. I could look into them forever. <3
Updates soon, pinkyswear!
Xo
September 2011
17 posts
I’m not ready to make nice, I’m not ready to back down; I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go ‘round and ‘round and ‘round. It’s too late to make it right, I probably wouldn’t if I could - ‘cause I’m mad as hell; can’t bring myself to bring myself to do what it is you think I should.
ekinlove-deactivated20111109 asked: I want your new URL (:
kelseyannking asked: I made a new blog too :) I want to keep in touch with you! Have you had your baby yet?
kotabearsmom asked: Send this to 15 of your favorite people on tumblr ♥
Anonymous asked: Hay.. I just was to tell you how proud I am of you for doing most this pregnancy by yourself (well with the help of your mother ofcourse). You really are such a strong young woman and I really look up to you. You are going to be the most amazing mommy ever. Bet! Wish I could still be there for you like I once was. I really miss hanging out and laughing about absolutely nothing. You were one of my...
vgstokyo asked: Sawyer is too cute for words. I know I've said this before.. but I figured I'd say it again. d:
Little miss Sawyer Lynn, you’re my whole world and I’m so absolutely in love with you and everything about you. You’re changing and growing a little bit each and every day and even though it makes me a tiny bit sad, I enjoy experiencing it with you. We’ve got so many adventures ahead of us and I can’t wait for them. Mommy loves you precious girl. <3
I made one, follow me on twitter now as well! http://twitter.com/SincerelyHay
Surprise! I decided to keep this blog, I don’t want to take the time to make a completely new one - nor do I have the time anymore. <3 I can’t even tell you guys how perfect my daughter is, she is the happiest most precious baby girl I’ve ever laid eyes upon - I couldn’t be happier.
As for the labor and delivery though? Boo for St Marks, seriously though. Their epidural...
August 2011
10 posts
So, I had my appointment yesterday and I’m extremley frustrated with my doctor; if I weren’t 39 weeks on Saturday, I’d definitely be getting a new one. So, the trip I made to the hospital at 37 weeks due to lack of fetal movement I was told I was dilating and I was 50% - at an appointment with my doctor a week later, he tells me I’m dilating but I’m only 25%;...
AND, my cervix is stuck. FML. So painful.
myljls asked: Good luck with everything :) I thought I would end up resenting Logan because I wasnt his dad's biggest fan but I just look at him as my little boy and thats all that matters :) he calls me mum, which means its me that he is going to come to when he needs something. You might find yourself so busy being a new mum that actually, nothing else seems to matter. Just dont let him stress you out x
Exactly six minutes apart, not a minute sooner or later - seriously, i’m ready to reach up there and pop my own water bag. Six minutes? Why not five already? :/ I’m definitely getting a membrane strip tomorrow.
Lmao, girl are you forreal? You haven’t lost your mucus plug, your cervix isn’t effaced, nor has it even began dilating - which it won’t until you even lose your mucus plug; you won’t be having your baby in five days, nor will you have your baby in a week or two and probably not even three unless your body wants to get things started if a doctor were to induce you. You can...
As bummed as I am that I won’t be feeling her in my tumtum anymore, all I can say is I’m so grateful to know that she’s perfectly healthy - and from what everyone saw on the ultrasound, absolutely BEAUTIFUL. (: Not to mention her heart, oh my gosh that little puppy is so perfect - the doctors were amazed at how perfect she is so far.
What’s funny to me is he was more...
TMI, but goodbye to the rest of my mucus plug. (: You’re almost ready little one. <3
However, I would do anything to go back to when your head was not locked in position in my pelvis - mommy can’t walk normal. :/
So hurry up!
Xo
Elle, Ay, Bee, Oh, Are. <3
And, I really want to lick this FINISH Powerball tablet that I have been keeping in my purse to smell every so often - but I won’t. (:
Doctor C, I absolutely loved you checking my cervix during a contraction as well as you swabbing my ass - thanks for the heads up! Seriously. :/
Baby Girl, I honestly wish your head was not in my pelvis yet - the pain is absolutely exhausting me.
Mom, relax.
Babydaddy, make up your mind…