Sawyer was hospitalized Friday afternoon until this afternoon for seizures. I held her tiny hand, listened to her cry in pain from IV’s and tests like spinal fluid withdrawls. I sat at the hospital all weekend with her by myself without any sleep worrying about her and taking care of her. This is what her father was doing ALL weekend. He has the nerve to tell me how great of a father he is and that there was nothing wrong with him not being there for her at the hospital. Some forms of infantile seizures can be very dangerous and deadly if they last for five minutes or longer because of the lack of oxygen to the brain and body. But it’s ok to party while this is going on with his 4 month old daughter.
I haven’t a clue as to how this has happened… and I’m scared…

He told me he doesn’t get good looking babies anymore and he was pleased to see her, I thought what an ass. Then he wouldn’t give her back to me. :/ Boo for this Santa.

They taped up her earrings, but then decided to take them out anyway to eliminate all risks of burning her.





